To cut a long long story short. Thing started to change dramatically at the organization I am working in. I am not that type of person who is lazy when it comes to work. I loved to give the much I can give not even expecting things in return. and lately the tasks that I am assigned to is beyond my expectation. and that’s due to management shift. it’s all about using people, and guess what? I have to work and work and work even out of office hours and sometimes in the weekend. but WAIT! do I get something in return? Of course not!! As much as I do,  all what I get in return is twice the work that I have done. It’s like a loop. MAKE…GET…DO..BLA BLA BLA… I start my day surrounded by a pile of papers, a long to do list, and tons of tasks. The problem is that I like to see everything done just in a perfect way, but I don’t have the time to make them look this way! Normally  I can finish any task just in a very short time, any speed is one of my good qualities when it comes to work.   I started to think that  an octopus and only octopus can do such type of work. and for me in order to complete all the tasks assigned to me I have to live in chaos, which is not defined in my dictionary ! I am tired and pissed, pissed and tired! I need a long long long vacation, just far away from the hustle & bustle.